is it possible to have too many blogs?

the answer to that question would be yes, definitely.



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another night of cigarettes and short breath

why is knowing something easy, but believing it so much harder?


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last night i swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning i threw up fire

i want to destroy something, tear it apart with my bare hands - almost as much as i want to create something

but my hands don't seem to want to cooperate with my heart


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and one thing that hurts more than your life is to wake up one more time alone/it's to wake up one more time alive

make the world stop, i'd like to get off for a moment...


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Dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.

Meaning?

2 coyotes have crossed my path in the last month.

huh.


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we're high-fashion, we're last chances

i am terrified that everything is a fuckin phase for me.

a beginning...of sorts.

so. another blog.

jake gives in to the 'net yet again. cripes.

anyway, i think i'll be using this one for my own personal log, so to speak - not that any of my others aren't personal, but no one i know has even heard of blogspot, so who knows? i might even write the truth here.


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There's no promise of safety with these secondhand wings